i can't help myself. i agree to everything offered to me, on the spot. plans, events, dinners, coffee, all of it. and then i'm doomed trying to make it all happen.
it's just that spending time with people is something that i consider to be the most important expenditure in my life. i want to do all these things because they're with people i genuinely enjoy being around. denying plans, to me, seems like denying the importance of these people in my mind.
so i've tried carrying a planner - i forget it at home. tried scheduling in my blackberry - the battery dies. even tried saying no to everything - i end up sitting alone in my apartment and pouting.
so here's the plan: maybe.
if i just say maybe to everything, hopes are mitigated and i can get a more realistic hold of my schedule.
yes, that is the best i've got. you know something better?
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